Pain is an inevitable part of life; it hurts you, humiliates you, and makes you stronger. I have had pain in my life; pain of losing your love, pain of witnessing a loved one die and the physical pain when you meet with accidents and diseases. However, the worst pain, I feel is watching yourself fail over and over again, even after trying hard each and every time. I am going through that pain, and not this blog is not about answering how to deal with that pain. Someone said to me that I need to speak to someone about my miseries, so here I am, whining; because this is the only way I express myself.
I am not a ‘Coding Ninja’; I am just an ‘Average Coder’ with very little industry experience, and nobody wants to hire me. I want to gain more experience, but no company wants me to have it. What is my fault? That I am not a ‘Coding Ninja’, but I can become one if given a chance. A chance is all I need. I wasn’t born genius, but I educated myself well by being a zealous worker.
Okay, before I start to cry, again; this is my story and my journey until I find a job. I’m going to whine and write my heart out, until I get a job. For this week, this is it. Just got a reject from a good company, still sulking. Let’s hope I have same good news to write about, next week. Until then, bye and write to me only if you’re going through the same experience.